Sunday!

I adore Sundays!  Except when they are filled with work... much like this one was.  However, work is good and keeps me from getting into too much trouble.

Halloween "Fingers"

Halloween "Eyeballs"

Had such a lovely night last night with my beloved.  It's so nice to go out and be an adult sometimes.  While our "friendships" are forged thru a common lifestyle where people come and go, I have managed to make a few friends that I would have in my vanilla life but, I haven't quite gotten there yet with them.  I hope I will someday. 

It was a fun Halloween Party.  Our host and hostess are very interesting people.  I particularly enjoy her.  She is full of  "issues" but is a genuine person and I love that about her.  I enjoyed just eating whatever I wanted knowing that I will never be able to do that again.  There is a lot of relief in that.  Relief in knowing... that I will never ever ever be fat again.  Relief from the constant pain that my body is in.  My body is so tired of carrying all this weight.  And I am tired of hurting... all the time.  Sneezes are a killer!
As I wind down into surgery time.  I am turning the focus onto myself a little more and listening to myself rather than others so much.

I really really enjoy being at the barn without so many people there.  Del loves the social part of it but for me, I'd rather have the solitude, just the horses and us.  It's easier for me to focus.  

Del and Moon going English today!

I've incorporated the dry bath and centering and grounding (more grounding) into my session.  I'm finding it much much easier to ground lately.  And two days in a row, Moon let me in!  That is quite awesome considering I've been trying for MONTHS!  Her back hurts near where the back of the saddle lands, it's making her cinch sour, etc.  It's not so bad when I put the bareback pad on but in a saddle... it hurts her.  She has such a heart of gold that she just swishes the tail when Del lands on her back in the places it hurts... never bucking... even though I KNOW she wants to.  She is really really enjoying Del stepping up to the canter.  I'm going to have to get a chiropractor out to work on her as I don't know how to do that adjustment that she needs... but I bet... once or maybe twice with the adjustments and she won't be girthy anymore. Del actually cried on the way home from the barn the other night with just the thought that someday Moon won't be available for us to ride anymore.  Ah, yes, I remember those days :)

I don't have a Sunday song for today...