You know the saying... a beautiful mess? yep, that's me today. Emotions... flowing... like water (or tears). O no, not my emotions but everyone elses. And you don't even have to be nearby. I can watch a video of you... and feel it. I can read it between the lines... or I can not read anything at all. Very Very open today... to anyone and any emotion.
LOVELY. I really don't like days like this. I can cry at the drop of a hat and be mad the next second. I can laugh so hard I cry until I'm crying with sadness. And if you put me in a crowded room on a day like today... my stress level goes off the chart. I can FEEL everything!!!!!
THESE are the days that empaths hate. Those who haven't learned to block, have days like this everyday. I can't imagine!!! That would be miserable. No wonder they all take anti-depressants!!! I ususally do pretty well at blocking but today I don't have it in me. I knew as soon as I got in the car and looked at the person at the stop sign and felt them. Ugh.
I will try to lay low today... probably keep to myself alot. I'm thinking today is a good day for a pedicure. Might be the last chance I get for awhile and... I gotta go pick up the saddle I got repaired and take the monkey to the barn... Just gotta figure out how I'm gonna depart work early and still get all my stuff done!!!
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