Friday, November 9, 2012

Bad bloggie blogger

Quick to tear today but in good spirits.  I wouldn't mind a little help cleaning the house and preparing for the week ahead. 

Friday, November 2, 2012

Not a whole lotta today

Not a whole lot to report about today.  All's quiet except my tummy which is growling... but, I'm getting used to it...

Looking forward to the weekend, a massage this afternoon and a pedicure whenever I can squeeze it in this weekend.

Beautiful sunrise this morning.  I try not to make it a habit of using my phone while I'm driving but it was so pretty this morning.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Messy... just plain messy...

You know the saying... a beautiful mess?  yep, that's me today.  Emotions... flowing... like water (or tears).  O no, not my emotions but everyone elses.  And you don't even have to be nearby.  I can watch a video of you... and feel it.  I can read it between the lines... or I can not read anything at all.  Very Very open today... to anyone and any emotion. 

LOVELY.  I really don't like days like this.  I can cry at the drop of a hat and be mad the next second.  I can laugh so hard I cry until I'm crying with sadness.  And if you put me in a crowded room on a day like today... my stress level goes off the chart.  I can FEEL everything!!!!!

THESE are the days that empaths hate.  Those who haven't learned to block, have days like this everyday.  I can't imagine!!!  That would be miserable.  No wonder they all take anti-depressants!!!  I ususally do pretty well at blocking but today I don't have it in me.  I knew as soon as I got in the car and looked at the person at the stop sign and felt them.  Ugh.

I will try to lay low today... probably keep to myself alot.  I'm thinking today is a good day for a pedicure.  Might be the last chance I get for awhile and... I gotta go pick up the saddle I got repaired and take the monkey to the barn...  Just gotta figure out how I'm gonna depart work early and still get all my stuff done!!!